I remember in my youth I read books by Nicholas Kozlov, such as "How to treat yourself and the people." And in one of the books he described his same situation, which all makes me wonder. The fact that his wife left him and he was unable to correct this adverse and painful situation for themselves, as well as somehow relaxed (did not take a contrast shower in the morning, woke up wrong time, or maybe a little bit of alcohol, do not remember exactly who read remember) lost control of his stoic attitude, fell into a near hysterical state , Which called his wife, appeared in a broken, depressed and emotional state of absolute obedience.
man mentally competent, and perhaps prepared, but was not protected from the family dramas and more from all the negative feelings about it. So great brain Nietzsche did not save him from insanity, and even on the contrary contributed to it.
This moment is somewhat disappointing. Knowledge of human psychology and human relations does not insure against errors and the like coincidence (I think my image was not the only). And as I became much more skeptical of this method of maintaining positive attitude (self-control, control of emotions), which, apparently, does not eliminate the problem, and displays just out of conscious experiences of the psyche. That the weakening of self-control makes a hole and fill the holds of the psyche negative painful experiences, entrain themselves to the bottom of all human consciousness.
Maybe then that I began to visit the idea that the indifference and a certain "insensitivity" may be spared the painful and tormented experiences. Although it blunted and positive emotions, and again, nothing will give 100% coverage of the fall ...
